:: Truly . Madly . Deeply ::

deleted-

2007-11-16T01:31:00.000+08:00

some things are meant to be left unsaid and unseen. =) deleted some recent posts. I'll just leave this blog right where it stopped. that is in the year 2005.

it's been some time... seems like this blog is forever paused in time. =)

i've learnt to cherish.

-Jing

NOTE!!!

2005-02-05T01:08:00.000+08:00

People people! If u are thinking why the chatterbox won't work, its because its been deactivated. I'm jing by the way. hahaa. my new bloggie is at www.wittyangel.blogspot.com and this blog wun be updated for a long time to come i think. We are simply too busy or lazy. choose one. yah. right dar? *dar nods* ok. yep. so do visit my blog if u wan to check out my life (haha) and here's me wishing everyone a happy new year (chinese) and happy V-day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *that's why everything is in red* coz red rocks! hee hee.. i'm whacko. take care my pals and till next entry comes in!!!! cheerz~~~~

P/S: do tag me at my blog if u visit it or want to make comment abt this blog. =P

sorry

2004-12-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

sorry. sorry. it's been awhile since i blogged... sorta lazy i guess.
though i dun really have much time with ling... but i'm contented with those times we alry have. gg for a class chalet tmr... to thurs. hope it'll be a success though... went to buy barbecue stuff... hope all will turn out fine. A new year would definitely bring new challenges... its my prayer that ling and I would pull through and everyone in our batch in ac would rally tog and do well. Christmas season... make merry and be happy.. yes, but do keep in mind the true meaning of Christmas :)

and here's e lyrics of a song which made me go bonkers for awhile...

Jamie Cullum- High and Dry

Two jumps in a week, I bet you think that's pretty clever don't you, boy?
Flying on your motorcycle, watching all the ground beneath you drop.
You'd kill yourself for recognition; kill yourself to never ever stop.
You broke another mirror; you're turning into something you are not.

Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry

Drying up in conversation, you will be the one who cannot talk.
All your insides fall to pieces, you just sit there wishing you could still make love
They're the ones who'll hate you when you think you've got the world all sussed out
They're the ones who'll spit at you. You will be the one screaming out.

Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry

It's the best thing that you have ever had, it’s the best thing that you have ever had.

Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry

New bloggie!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, i have a new blog, www.wittyangel.blogspot.com
P.S: Do add the 'www' if you wanna link me, cos without the 'www' its not my current blog. Dun ask me why, I'm stumped myself. haha... Oh, do turn on ur speakers when u enter my bloggie... U'll be in for a pleasant surprise!

Hmm.. what else... Oh, I wun be neglecting this blog though. =) Its unfair la. I'm the only one updating. Heez.

Ciao ppl~

Have a nice holssssss

drop a taggie when u enter my blog okay? Thanxs a zillion!!

long list of words

2004-11-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

ah well, too much to say, too many memories to recall. Let's just put it this way, this hols is super duper out of the world! haha.. i went dropping flyers into letterboxes till i dreamt of it, had a extraordinary band camp for four wonderful days and realised many things that i didn't know at first and can't wait for the rest of the fun to come! gosh, i miss all the people out there now sitting in front of my com alone.

Guess that's about all! gosh, no one bothers to update? sigh. =P too busy la. *pokes dar* snort.

sayo peepx!

P/S: i've gotten my wish and watched shark tale, princess diaries 2, and even the incredibles! hahahahahahahahahaha

poop

2004-11-02T19:39:00.000+08:00

wanna watch shark tale

wanna watch princess diaries 2

wanna watch eh.. the whatever train cartoon that is showing at the end of this month. sth related to south pole and auroras. yay.

I'm hooked on 3-D pinball. duh.

ta-da!

2004-10-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

oh yay babie!
its holssssssssssss!!
its pw.
no.

i refuse.
to admit.

heh heh...
after tml there's no more pw!
i'm soooooo glad..

badminton!!! bleh. tennis fun too.
i need a job. =<

why am i typing like this?
oh well...

dar's online and on-phone now. he thought i'm typing and chatting to others but in actual fact i'm typing the blog!! heehee

duh.

bye peepx

brain dain.

2004-10-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

school? what school? sounds familliar.

dar's brain blurted out. bleargh.

2004-10-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

Black.

Loves light.

small yet big

buzz

wings

living room

ceiling

waves its butt

yep... U didn't see wrongly. Its an insect. And an extremely irritating one too. It waves its butt yes. wonder what its doing up there and hopes it does not pester me again. SHOO!

Snowwwww

2004-10-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

Snow snow snow snow!! I want snow.. Korea is nice. Winter sonata is nice, but its DRAGGY. Bleh. Dar promised to teach me canon in d full version!!! Dun fan hui okay. =P I shall stop for today. Hahaa.. if not i'm gonna type till morning...

Post-Promo syndrome

2004-10-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

Haven't blogged in ages already.. sigh. have been hooked on a game called mu lately and soon to be hooked to gunbound. oh well. better spend the hols wisely. who knows i'd be called up for probays. sigh. oh well. enjoy these days b4 exam results first.. heez. anyways. looking forward to ac games. but sigh. have to listen to my ankle.. still nagging. oh well. i'll take part in e paralympics! haha. i'll get a gold for sg. oh well. there's sch on thurs... and friday.. bleh. why can't we like slack for a longer period of time? sigh. singapore has only ONE miserable season. and thats SUMMER. sigh. i wan korea. sigh.. scenery so nice. i want the cold wind to blow at my face... let snow melt in my mouth. make snowmen. throw snowballs at ling.. sit at the fireplace, so warm and cosy. listen to winter sonata songs. take a deep breath. ahh. so nice. oh well. singapore. ever so humid, so stressful. oh well... its in sg that i knew ling. so i only dislike sg to a small extent!!! haha. too much gp. sigh. always wanted to play piano for ling.. but always dun have the chance to or no time. sigh.. i miss ling. missing u everyday : )

Crap

2004-10-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone...

Looks like we have not been updating for quite some time. Bleh. Promos, that's why... so I'm here now as u can see... And I'm back to lash out crap, crap and more crap! Brace urself for... erm.. a whole load of words! Duh

STUPID mouse! Was playing (happily) MU (which is a great game btw) and my mouse keep screwing up on me. oh well, my RAM too. Graphic card is gd but processor = sux. Which makes me quite pissed and barking non-stop at dar the whole time we are playing. I need a new mouse!!!!!! And processor.

OH. Promos over. Tennis!!!!!!!!!!!!! Still trying to find a decent tennis racket and hopefully and nice skirt to go along with. *cough* Been spending quite a lot recently, esp in sakae sushi.... So i guess i'll have to save up. hey, i wanna do a time capsule too.. Everyone, gimme sth worth remembering (and won't rot) to put inside.. I'll open it eh, ten yrs later. =)

I'm back to plaing GB again!!! And hoping to d/l naruto to watch. AND update my fictionpress story. Gonna start a new one soon. I forgot the storyline of my last one... But i remember its quite nice to read.. too bad i have to delete it... Lost my train of thought. hahahaa

Ohhhhhhh.. new songs... Extremely wicked. =D

If I could fly
amai yume to take you to the sky
If I could shine
terasu no wa another side of the moon

If I could stay
kimi e utau a perfect song of life
Then I could find
All my dreams beyond so high

You tear off my wings dreams
boku wo sasu shadow in your eyes
I am looking through your mind
hanamuke no joke
Have you ever seen me?

You always say
Hello hello
No more imitation of life
Hello hello
No more imagination of love
ai no mae de cry katamukeru sign
I say good bye

If I could tell you
sabishisa mo karen na gift of life
Then I could see
All my fears beyond so far

You leave out my words tears
boku wo nurasu rainbow in my eyes
I was looking for your mindsarigiwa no FURE-ZU
Have you ever loved me?

You always say
Hello hello
No more imitation of life
Hello hello
No more imagination of love
ano yume wa truth se wo mukete twice
I say good night

If I could fly
I will take you to the sky
Then I could find
All my dreams beyond so high

Hello hello...
beyond so high...

You always say this word so fine

Hello hello
No more imitation of life
Hello hello
No more imagination of love
Hello hello

If I could take you to the sky
Hello hello
No more imitation of life
ai no mae de cry katamukeru sign
I say good bye
ano yume wa truth se wo mukete twice
I say good bye

That's one of the songs by Love Psychedelico. A Jap pop group singing a mixture of jap and eng lyrics. Quite nice... Thanxs dar!!!!

Hmm.. Lots of stuff to do for the following wks. Guess I can only slack this wk.. I wanna watch New Police Story!! Gah. anyway... dar's impatient.. He wanna blog too but i'm hogging it. Hahahaa. Go and play ur MU la. =P

Ciao~

six, five, four, three, two, one

2004-09-29T14:28:00.000+08:00

Okkkaaayyyy... Its wednesday and I've been at home for three whole days. Gah. been out for a day though. hee hee hee... I miss schoooollll!!!! Eh, not really but i miss school's food though. HAHA. Of coozzzzz there's dar in school. =<>

poem

2004-09-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

I have always liked the following poem, short story, or whatever you called it. Since it's promos time.. I figured posting this up and let everyone know that we all need a bit of love, care, concern, patience, faith, courage, peace, joy, strength and wisdom. I'm not a christian yeah, but enjoy~ =)

***************************

As I was walking down life's highway many years ago, I came upon a sign that read 'Heavens Grocery Store'.

When I got a little closer the doors swung open wide
And when I came to myself, I was standing inside.

I saw a host of angels.

They were standing everywhere

One handed me a basket and said "My child, shop with care."

Everything a human needed was in that grocery store

And what you could not carry you could come back for more

First I got some Patience.

Love was in that same row.

Further down was Understanding,

You need that everywhere you go.

I got a box or two of Wisdom and Faith a bag or two.

And Charity of course

I would need some of that too.

I couldn't miss the Holy Ghost

It was all over the place.

And then some Strength and Courage to help me run this race.

My basket was getting full but I remembered I needed Grace,

And then I chose Salvation for Salvation was for free

I tried to get enough of that to do for you and me.

Then I started to the counter to pay my grocery bill,

For I thought I had everything to do the Masters will.

As I went up the aisle

I saw Prayer and put that in,

For I knew when I stepped outside I would run into sin.

Peace and Joy were plentiful, the last things on the shelf.

Song and Praise were hanging near so I just helped myself.

Then I said to the angel
"Now how much do I owe?"

He smiled and said "Just take them everywhere you go."

Again I asked "Really now, How much do I owe?"

"My child" he said,
"God paid your bill a long long time ago."

**********************************

I . Me . Moi . Myself

2004-09-18T01:05:00.000+08:00

"Thou shall stop procrastinating."

Promos!!!!!!!!!

Oh my gawd

AHhh

2004-09-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

Ah, the joy of having a dar... =) Generator of huggies. *grins* of coz, friends are impt too! Juz received a 'Jing! I love u!!! :)' msg from tizz and suddenly realised little stuff really makes someone happier. ^-^ Everyone!! I love u!!!! hahaa... My salted egg, dar, ppl who chatter in my chatterbox (tizz, chris etc), my family(dad juz gave me pocket money), erm.. whoever i noe! yay.

Bye bye peepx~

Love does makes the world goes round. But there's one funnie quote...

Love doesn't make the world goes round.
Money does.
Love just makes the ride worthwhile.

HA

bleh

2004-09-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

Is it me or no one's blogging? =P Maybe dar's too busy.. oh well. I should start planning my time. YEAH. Promos is in like, less than 3 wks? *sob*

blank

2004-09-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

Is it a sin
Is it a crime
Loving you dear like I do?
If it's a crime
than I'm guilty
Guilty of loving you

Maybe I'm wrong dreaming of you
Dreaming the lonely night through
If it's a crime
then I'm guilty
Guilty of dreaming of you

What can i say
what can i do
After the long talk
You say fate is cruel
You wonder why but i'll always feel just the same

Maybe i'm right
Maybe i'm wrong
Loving you dear like i do
If thats a crime
than i'm guilty
Guilty of loving you

(Lyrics is edited a little)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

What's happening?
I thought I would have no tears left to cry,
but alas, I was wrong.
Was I wrong in many ways I ask.
One thing I'm sure of
I wasn't wrong in loving you.

=) grins

2004-09-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

Okay, I feel that people are ignoring this site. *sob* poor u.. I shall make an entry here. Hopefully I can do it within 5 mins so that i can study for my phy test tml. heh heh.. See the expert in action! =P ops, I'm crapping. But dun mind me yah? Poor little sick soul here. Been down with sore throat and horrible flu the last two days. argh. call me and i'll show you how bad my voice is now. *cough* sigh.

What have i done the past week? Hmmmmm... Wed i went to sing kbox with andrea and wen and we sang and sang and sang and sang until 2 plus am in the morn!! hee hee hee. =D So fun. I found out that there are so many songs that i actually know and some are totally great too! There's one sang by Gu Xue Liang which starts with 'kong zhi de zhong xing si xiang shi ge ren...' and has 500 words in it. hahaa... ops. dang. its 11... my five mins is over. nah.. i shall con't... hee hee.. den wen came over to my house and stayed overnight and we watched vcds! yay.. rented from lot1 laserflair. quite cheap la. hmm... the next day we both got a 'hangover' (not really but since we slept in the wee hours of the morning plus all the cocktails, mocktails whatever tails we drank last night while singing had some effect on us) and wen decided to stay another night!! den we hopped over to lot1 and rent MORE vcds and watched.. hahahaa. =P

Oh, friday was the band bbq day too. Its soooooooo fun!! Right dar? =) Dar must be hopping mad cos i literally smeared honey on his fave red shirt. =P whoops.. But u poured juice on me first! bleh. hee hee. dar looked so nice in his shirt and sling bag (finally not a backpack. =P) and seeing him sorta knocked me speechless for some time cos its been such a long time since i saw dar and i missed him a lot!!! =<>

Back to present time.. argh. its 10 mins past already. guess i must be going soon. dar seems to be a bit weird today.. Too tired? Din really sms ling.. I wanted to call but scared you are already slping now. Should i call or not? hmm... flip a coin? *hugs jackie* Ping me okie. ^-^ Love ya...

Quote of the day...
Wanted to adapt from a oldies song, 'Today' but i cant seem to access the website cos PerfectNav keeps popping up. stupid. argh.. i'll add it in another time...

sayo peepx~

day 2

2004-09-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

some crap day it has been. math vectors, physics elect field are e only 2 things i've done for the whole day. can't seem to get things right though. have been sitting down at e dining table for 4hrs straight. absorbed only about 1hr of stuff. now having a shoulderache which is rather nagging. sucks. lousy table and chair... bleh.. no use blaming them though. maybe its me. really. i'm a slowwww learner. that sucks too. blearghh. i need a BREAK from work. work is fun and interesting but tedious. sighh. maybe thats what makes life interesting and challenging. oh well.. at least ling's there. well, most of the time that is.. dist btwn AMK & CCK hmm, compared to the earth's radius.. is sorta negligible.. so ling and i are still sorta close apart eh... GMm/r^2 = F bleargh. g = GM/r^2.... AHHHHHH getting mad. blah blah blah blah... and blah.. just to sum up what i've just said,

∑ crap = i miss ling...

2004-09-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

ahhhh... isn't it CUTE?

hohoho

2004-09-07T21:25:00.000+08:00

Hmm... I found out that girls like guys who are TALL, dark, mysterious, secretive, charming, quiet, does not flirts, cute, and OH floppy hair... It is of most importance. right tizz? *winks* hee.. =P and must have a sling bag! makes them look a bit naughty. nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai!! i like dar with his crumpler-lookalike sling bag. so niceeee... too bad he doesn't bring it to school. Boo. Look at the pic below. isn't he sad... awww... he looks angry though. hahaa.. but so cool. =) oh, my hamster is the most handsome of ALL. animals. hee hee hee. will attach more pics... here comes my hamham! (sorry for the lousy name)

2004-09-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

KIRASAD

hihihi

2004-09-07T20:43:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyy everyone!! Peepx! *whistles*

I'm BORED. Extremely, totally, absolutely, undoubtly, ultimately, stupidly (well, maybe not) BORED. Someone help me think of some vocab words. hahaa. Fine, no one's laughing. Bleh.

No one's at home now, everyone went off to send my holland relatives off. Speaking of which, how i wish i could follow them. U know.. An extra ticket or so... Doesn't hurt anyone. Hee hee... I didn't want to go to the airport coz its dreadful having to see people go into the departure gate and u r standing outside. duh. =<>

Oh oH Oh... I forgot to mention. I got a cool AND handsome pic of a guy (sadly, its anime) named kirasad from dunno what webby. Floopy hair.. Not too long but long enough... Ahhhh... =D Someone enlighten me what comic is he from. TIZZ! anime expert! And someone bring me out of my dream. Whoops! Sorry dar. Don't worry, I still think christiano ronaldo is very handsome. think the name's spelled wrongly. hee hee hee. I'll add a pic of kirasad here... hopefully i can. here goes...

Okayyyy. I dunno how to add a pic here. I went to the bloggerbot and it only posts the pic and not the text. -_-"' FINE. U'll see the pic in my next entry, which will consist of only the pic. HA. Oh, did I mention that I love my com? hahaaa... its working so perfectly that i can kiss it! Muack! gross. okayokay, i'm getting weird.

Feeling so warm now... Fever? Nah.. funnie. Dar says he'll give me one stuffed animal per month. I want a bear. specifically a forever friends bear. Or maybe a unicorn. One with long long legs that i saw at erm... dunno? bugis? hahaa.. juz kidding. My house's turning into a zoo soon. OH. heard a teeny weeny 'beep' sound. Dar juz msged. Seems like he msged once b4, but i din reply. whoops. sorry dar.. as u can see... i'm crappin away like mad here. hahahaa... i'm full of 'mo shui'! chinese meaning knowledge or power of words. hee hee hee. oh well, i shall stop here. sigh. its so unfair. i've been eating for days and being a potato sitting at home. blah. sayonara everyone!!!!

oh.. i've not forgotten about kirasad. MY heroooo... *dar glares* fine.. i'll put up some chio girls too. =D satisfied? *nods* great! everyone's happieeeeeeee

pooh

2004-09-06T23:23:00.000+08:00

Not fun...... Dar keep on blogging in short sentences while i just crapped along. hahaa.. all he can do is one word full stop one word full stop. =P creativity? heh heh... Yep, i agree its a cold cold night... been raining for sometime in the evening. so shioooookkkk! hahaa.. *snuggle oh well, its nearly 12 though. cant believed i blogged twice. BECOZ MY COM'S OKAY NOW!!! three cheers!! hip hip hooray! hee hee.. finally man.. i've been waiting for sooo long. ahhh... feels so nice typing crap. heh heh... oh, just downloaded the song 'chances are' by martha mcbride i think. its the song sang during teacher's day. whoops. suddenly thought that i din give anything for teachers, and this is the first time in my whole life... so guilty. argh. better buy sth soon. sighhhhhhhh

fine. i'll stop crapping. if not i'll juz go on and on. sometimes i wonder does anyone look at my entries? *deep thought* hmmmmmm... Oh well. *grins* doesn't matter anyway, it's of no interlectual use anyway. Or its spelled wrongly? most prob. hate to have spelling checks. hee

i'm gonna copy dar...

cold. night. wind. breeze. jackie. hugs. dar. ling. warmth. fireplace. sofa. choc!. insects. YUCK. help. dad. to the rescue!!!! hahahaa

Yours truly....
*winks*

cold cold night

2004-09-06T20:19:00.000+08:00

Brr. rainy. umbrella. jackie. snuggie. blanket. pillow. chimney. hot coffee. you. me. yay.

hee hee hee

2004-09-06T09:44:00.000+08:00

hey everyone!! It's meeeee... oh well, at dar's house now, using his com. my com is freaking spoiled! bleh. =<>

oh yah, tizzzzzz! izzit fun yesterd? sorry i din go... hope u all had fun though. did u all trash david and denise? hahahaa. yay. =) wun be able to blog for sometime. hopefully com will be fine soon. ^-^ grins. i like NARUTO!!!! yay... cant understand gundam seed but maybe aft lookin at e eng version i would. its quite nice though, juz very 'gorzilla' like. HAHAHA. =P but the characters are very shuai la... =D okie... gotta go now.. see ya ppl~~~ chris!! meet up someday..

cant think of a QUOTE OF DA DAY but... i can recommend a song.. castle in the sky. sounds nice...

2004-09-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

ling.. long time since i last blogged. haha : ) hope u didn't forget about blogging too. promos is in about 29 days time. yup... press on ok.

Finally... an entry after... 5 days?

2004-08-29T23:09:00.000+08:00

I'M SO HAPPIE TO WRITE AGAIN!

Okay... Firstly, i wish to thank my parents, relatives, friends.... hahaa.. juz kidding. I didn't post an entry becoz my grandad passed away and my whole family's busy with funeral stuff... oh well, at least everything's over and he's peaceful... Lets hope he'll have a good life in heaven. =)

So touched with dar's coded song (quite obvious actually. hee hee) and i like his poem in the last second entry. nice nice. thanxs dar! Not gonna write a long entry today but at least update a bit on my life. hol's are nearer and nearer!! woohooo.... crap. I havent thought of prezzies for my sec sch teachers and stuff. opsssss.. i'm going back to bugis though! went there with tizz on last thurs and we saw tonssss of stuff! hahaa.. sorry tizz, unable to accompany u for long. anyway, her bday's round da corner! heh heh heh.. *yawn* argh. getting very very very tired. oh.. olympic's ending today... so sad. must wait for another 4 yrs before the next one, which is in beijing. its so cool that after 108 years athens hosted the olympics again. too bad i dun have energy to stay up till 2 plus. sigh.

darrrrrrrrrrrrr wan halves and thats? hahhaa.. thanxs a lot dar.. really.. unloading a bit of my burden. =P I'm cheerful and jumpy and lame again!!! woohoooo.. no more blues~

Quote of da dae:
When there's pain, I wish you cure.
When there's hurt, I wish you encouragement.
When there's tiredness, I wish you strength.
When there's fear, I wish you love and courage.

To everyone out there... life's short so make the full use of it~~!!!

Stephen- It might be you

2004-08-29T17:58:00.000+08:00

It Might Be You

Time

I've been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life
Lying on the sand, watching seabirds fly
Wishing there would be
Someone waiting home for me
Something's telling me it might be you
It's telling me it might be you
All of my life

Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place
Would I recognise the face
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah it's telling me it might be you

So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake
And we've so much love to make
Oh, I think we've gonna need some time
Many be all we need is time

And it's telling me it might be you
All of my life

I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there're so much more
No one's ever heard before
Something's telling me it might be you
Yeah, it's telling me it must be you
And I'm feeling it'll just be you
All of my life

Maybe it's you (it's you)
Maybe it's you (it's you)
I've been waiting for all of my life

Then, Now and Evermore...

2004-08-29T01:02:00.000+08:00

happy five months + 3 days ling. i miss you. I'm willing to do anything, so that you can be happy. Don't slacken off okay.. promise me... never give up. you have me and all your friends who will stand by you whenever you're down.. pick you up whenever you've fallen.

A smile to show how much i cherish you, a funny face to show how much i adore you, a thought to show how much i miss you, a gentle kiss to show you how much i love you. this is dar, from heaven to you...

Just to keep it short

2004-08-29T00:58:00.000+08:00

I miss ling. very much.

Wakie wakie

2004-08-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hiiiii bloggie... Its... monday now. Just had GP common test and i'm gonna remember the word 'economic bonanza' forever man. Argh. -_-"' Oh well, its over anyway. Wondered if i continued to blog till i'm 20 or sth, den wouldn't i have like at least thousands over entries? Wow... Maybe I'll look back at everything and laugh and cry next time. =) Yay... In the meantime.. I'll continue to add! hee hee hee...

Hmm... Maybe I should try a new way of starting an entry. How abt this... It always starts with a frown. Deepens into a tear and ends with a forgotten memory. How many times in life do u feel worried, sad, hopeless, dejected, forgotten? Countless i bet. More times than happiness? Perfectly fine because life is never without setbacks. Really wonders how much a person had gone through if he/she lived to the age of 70. The dried sorrows, faded memories, and all is left will be a society who forgets him/her in a matter of seconds. What is the reason of her hanging on? Who knows? Some hang on for hope, for family, for the chance to see their grandchildren, and perhaps never giving up hope waiting for one who truly loves them. Or maybe hanging on to something which they had regretted doing decades ago. What are u hanging on to? Me? I guess I'm hanging on to the fact that I don't believe life will be so cruel. Maybe it is. I just wanna be happy. Plain, simple bliss. That's the wish of everyone out there isn't it? But I guess that's why people say the simpliest things are the hardest to get. I hope I'm not being greedy, but maybe one day I can truly say to the world, 'I'm happy'...........

Here am i, writing tons of crap. I think its because of econs. HA. test tml and I haven't really touched it yet.

(NOTE: SKIP THE NEXT FEW PARTS IF U DUN WAN TO BE BORED TO DEATH. DON'T SUE ME TOO. TRY UR LUCK ON SOMEONE RICHER. I CAN ONLY AMUSE YOU. HEE) Oligopoly, monopolistic competition, monopoly, perfect competition. Not in order of anything but let's see. Hmm.. I'm juz going to rattle off what I can rmb. Monopoly: unique product, strong mkt power, strong barriers to entry, price setters, allocative inefficient (i think). It is hard to get monopoly in a market unless its natural monpoly, which is the case of MRT system in Singapore. Has high operating costs and high initial cost so MES occurs at a very large output. Another reason is to protect the interests of the consumers. Private firms will not want to be monopoly because although it yields high supernormal profits, it needs govt licenses and govt regulation will be hot on their heels. which i guess is a bad thing...

Hmm... Perfect com. aka PC firms. many small firms with no market power. no barriers to entry *must draw two graphs. one is industry's ss and dd curve and one is the price taken and the firm's own curve. homogeneous products, perfect subtitues. price taker. eg: agricultural prdts and stock markets. allocative efficient. serves public interests best but not attainable in reality. because firms would want to earn supernormal profits and in order to do so, they'll start differentiating their products and thus we've come to monopolistic com. which has many small firms but differentiated products thus they have some mkt power though not much. but now its not allocative efficient as P is not = to MC. most likely to engage in price and non-price com. though i dunno wad izzit. In short run, they can make supernormal profits cos of little com cos of differentiated products. attracts more competition thus more firms will come in. then it leads to a decrease of demand in each firm with AR and MR shifting left den the profits become normal profits. in long run, everything is normal profits thus no incentive for entry or exit of firms.

What's left? Oh... oligopoly... The Big-O. From monopolistic com, firms with differentiated products would want to make more profits thus thru ways of merger, collusion, bang bang, whatever, they form larger firms. it can be achieved thru more advertising and thus gained more mkt power. there's still some other ways i think. hmm... oh well. thus they now become..... OLIGOPOLY!!! which is few large firms with strong mkt power, strong barriers to entry, differentiated products by image, quality etc. typical in capital and tech intensive industries. competition by price and non-price methods. UNpredictable. either compete rigorously or collude. price rigidity. kinked demand curve. a darn hard curve to draw. very stupid too, cos it doesnt state how the current price is determine. only predicts that the current price will be stable. Different collusion methods: Cartel, domination firm price leadership, barometric firm price leadership. factors favouring collusion: presence of few firms, more identical products, awareness of methods and common costs (nth to hide), stabel industry aka no strong threat of new competition. Good: ability and motivation to innovate. due to supernormal profits and thus spent large amount of $ on R&D and have to be technologically progressive. most dynamic. product differentiation and development benefits consumers. Bad: allocative inefficient (P>MC). wastages of resources spent on advertising and extensive prd differentiation. small scale of production compared to monopoly. few small firms but they might decide to collude, thus undesirable to consumers as they behave as a monopoly.

FINE. I'll stop. You can start reading again now. Sigh. Dar... I miss u. Gimme ten mins of ur time and i'll be contented. satisfied. over the moon. whooping with joy. i can start a vocab book. heh heh. Oh well... There's a limit to a day of typing. Which means i'm going to stop now, because i feel that its selfish of me to let dar read so many and take up so much space. *guilty* Wish i cld go on and type like hell, but no, econs notes are sitting there patiently, waiting for me to flip thru them. Yeah yeah yeah. To end this....

There's a nagging feeling deep within her. Hoping someone can alter. Till the day this feeling is gone, this lady won't be smiling for long.

Someone cheer me up.

2004-08-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

1123 and i haven't started on work! hee. blame it on e n day rally... haha.. quite fun though.. lee's e best and he'll take care of the rest! well. sg's future lies in his hands now... 3 cheers!
woke up in e morn saying "crap!" cuz i was late... not for church... but i was supposed to go my grandmother's house cuz 2dae's my cousin's bdae.. and cuz i had PW in e afternoon, i was deciding between church or my grandmother's house.. in the end, i went both : ) ... after what seemed a great lunch, i set off to jocelyn's house for PW... it was then i realised i missed ling. thus i gave her an sms.. she called me!!! yay. i suddenly "woke up"... its so great talking to ling all the time. hee... after reaching e bus-stop, i called my PW fren up.. then realised she's not going jocelyn's house.. bleh, this means i was e only one there. dosen't seem right though, but i went anyway. i have to admit i like her mum cuz she really feeds us with lots of stuff while doing work.. my mum has to improve on that... sheesh. its either healthy food or NO food. bleh. anyway, why am i so formal now while typing? hee.. too much n day rallies... lets go back to the usual me...
AHEM. yup.. aiyah. after doing alittle PW, i sorta slacked abit then gave her some work to do.. we went through ionic eqm then i went to my fren's house for dinner!!! yay. watched jiawei lose.. sigh.. but.. she definitely deserves a standing ovation. yup. i wish her and ronald all e best!! hee : ) anyway... when i reached hm, i smsed ling.. sorta realised that i have been missing sth these few days.. and the answer was ling. yup. i'm going to see her tmr!!!
starting work now... byes..

p/s: wherever you may be, i will be. whatever you may do, i will do. whenever you are sad, i am sad. whenever you feel like having someone, you have someone... that someone is me. loving u always with thats and halves... : ) nitey.

=)

2004-08-22T03:20:00.000+08:00

Dar... Hey.. I did blog today. Well, quite late anyway. hee hee. 3.18 officially now. in the morn. Fell alseep while watching olympics just now at around 8 so feel quite awake now. =P Sat went past without much surprises... Slack the whole entire morn and aftnoon. Too much work to do recently.. i need a break. hee... den went to orchard lib and coffee bean with dear wen. yayyyy to borrow books!!! Read finished alrdy though. Not fun. I think I need to set up a fund to buy books. Hahaaa... costs so much. I went Kino and have a look and there's like 20 books that I desparately wanted to buy. Argh. =<

I miss dar alot today too. Din see him at all... din get to hear his voice until evening time too. Sigh. Dar... Think u r slping too now. Dun slp so late next time okie? *turns red* yep.. I din drink water, din cover my blanket (heck, I was slping on the sofa!) din erm... =P brush my teeth? yah... Gonna do that soon. heh heh. Next time I'll drag u to slp... cos i wan thats... whoops. Cant see dar on sunday too.. we both have PW. Oh well... Yep, its the promos period... one more month to go. =\ not really stressed out by work, but I can feel the pressure.. somehow. heh heh. Jia you dar!!!!! I know u can do it. Not like me... a ultimate lazy pig. =P Hope when dar sees this he'll smile. =) hee hee... Come on.. SMILE!!! *grins* see? I told ya...

Dar... Sorry abt friday too... I din meant to dao u. Seriously... =<>

Wow... I'm writing alot... see? I'm spouting rubbish even in the middle of the night. shows how much i can talk during the day. heh heh.. snigger. learnt that from tizzie... snigger. hahaa.. i shall stop sniggering. tizz's playing skipping recently! I wanna join her... so fun!!! hee... Oh, Li jiawei din managed to get a gold or silver for singapore but nvm.. I dun blame her at all! In fact, she's the hero of our country!!! Love u gal!! I think she tried her best. Blame it on that stupid 'warhead' (that's wad dar calls the north korean) for making stupid irritating noises and distracts her. Shld have made a rule about disruptive noises during the match. So there! humph. But i still think jiawei's better than her. Bah.

Seeing that people from all sorts of countries gathering together for one common goal makes me feel positively happy. I mean, after all the terrorism and bombing and stuff, finally the headlines for the newspaper have something nice on it. Like who won the archery etc. Heh. Juz seen the 800m finals for women... After the race, all the contestants even hugged each other to congratulate everyone for their hard work. I guess winning isn't everything, but putting in your best is. I would have been satisfied just being able to get into the finals, though in this lifetime I dun think I'll have the chance too. (heck, u can't even SMELL an asian running on the track) maybe I shld try for table tennis. HA. Or maybe i shall just stick at home and be an ultimate cheer-fan. hee hee...

Whoops, reading really makes me type a lot. Itching to start a story AGAIN. I have a good plot though. something romantic, wacky, funnie, touching, surprising and with an absolutely thrilling ending. Wooooo... sounds nice. Just that i haven't given it much of a thought yet. Shld write sth abt dar and me. =) *yawn* getting late. Or rather, early. HAHAHAA... Think i better slp soon. DAR, I MISSSSS U!!!! 26th coming soon.. next wed or thurs? hmm..... 5th right? I'll be waiting for the 6th.. but it'll be like, few days before promos. sigh. Time passes by so quickly. oh yah.. I have a chinese quote.. but seems like blogspot cant really decipher chinese very well.. Its a touching quote but sad as well...

曾经沧海难为水
除却巫山不是云

Meaning is that the person had one true love before. But met him/her again after he/she is married. So its like fate without destiny. Sth like saying, 'I'll just have to meet you again in my next life.' So sad right?? *sniff* thank goodness I met dar asap in this life. heh heh... =P

Nite everyone!!!! Have a gd wkend!! ^-^

2004-08-22T00:48:00.000+08:00

its now sunday. yup... ling didn't blog today.. i think she's sleeping already. today was a rather simple day to begin with... finally got my well deserved 8hr long sleep... haven't had that for a long time already.. felt quite guilty not revising physics for some time... sigh. i MISS LING. i don't know whether words or actions can express how i feel now. seriously.. i guess preserverence and determination should be the 2 words i should keep in mind everytime i miss her.. its since friday since i last saw ling.. felt quite guilty about the whack i gave her during lunch... sorry ok. sorry for ignoring u too. Its the stress period now... with promos coming and stuff.. but i just wan ling to remember dar will always be there... yup. think ling's asleep now.. yay. time for ling to rest.. bet ling didn't cover her blanket... tsk. bet she didn't drink a cup of water b4 she slept too. grr.. looks like i'd have lots to do b4 she sleeps nxt time : ) just makes my day when i see ling so happy! yup.. though i dun really show it in my face though. its always the same i guess. stone, fierce, whatever kinda look, some may say... anyway... ling have a good rest okie? someone here misses you.

I see your face with every punch I take, and every bone I break, it's all for you. And my worst pains are words I cannot say, Still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you...

sounds violent.. explicit... crude.. whatever u may call it but.. i will fight on. for you. ling.

2004-08-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

the 'bah' origin

yawn yawn

2004-08-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

*yawn* I can hardly keep my eyes open. Couldn't take it anymore. I'm sleeping NOW. Okay, not now at this second but after I add this entry. Dar, want me to play hang man huh? =P (refering to ur last entry) any prizes if i guessed correctly? Hee hee... Today's been a long day... and tomorrow perhaps even longer, but the weekend's coming!!! Wah, quite fast huh. Lots of hwk too. STRESSED. Not really but quite pissed that when I'm done with one thing, some other thing pops up. Argh.

Oh well, I'm extremely tired. yawning away so heavily that i think i'm gonna fall asleep soon. sorry for any grammatical errors or typos... Niteee everyone... dar... Cant see ya during wkend too. I wan to be in ur pw group. bleh. okay now, guess this. no prizes though.
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!!!!!!!

zzzzZZZZZZ

2004-08-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

ling.. not going to type much today ok... just came back frm yang song's bdae party.. just ate steamboat.. watched tv, eat cake then went home... yup. sigh.. all these while i couldn't call or sms u... sighh.. now have to go do hw alr.. its 1057 now.. wishing u were here with me... nitey...

missing you badly,
dar.

p/s: no matter how far you may go, no matter how distant we may be.. but one thing's for sure though... its possible. its possible because i have you, you have me.. night ling.. don't slp too late. I l _ _ e y_ u .

Ummmm

2004-08-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

DAR! =) I'm flooded with tears. Thanxie dar... Din really see you these days too. Boo. I'm not very well-versed in poetry but I'll write a short story about us next time. ^-^ Dar hope you know I missssssss u a lot really really really! Keep on hoping u'll pop up around some corner and poke me. Hee... Maybe I should polish my radar. Dun forget me with all the PW and extra lessons going on okie? I've never stopped thinking about u... (okay, maybe I should rephrase it. You will always be either at the front of my mind or middle...) hee hee...

Dad borrowed a book for me today!!! Shopaholic takes manhattan by sophie kinsella! Woohoooooo! One item on my wishlist is gone! heh. I still wanna watch The Notebook.......
Olympics fever is still on!! Although Ronald Susilo failed to pass Quarterfinals. Or maybe its quarter-quarterfinals. hahaa! Oh well, I love all the events! Gosh.. So nice. Too bad i'm too old. and too stiff. heh heh...
I wanted to write a lot, but its nearly 12 now so I have to stop. I have a wacky way of starting an entry and wanted to try out today, but guess I'll just have to do it tomorrow or sth. =) Yayyyy... Dar misses me. happie.

Signing offffff
Bliss~

Can't think of any quotes again today. haha. Oh well, dun worry be happie. *shelter herself from rotten eggs*

2004-08-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

sigh. its getting harder and harder to see ling everyday... our paths dun really cross now in sch.. she's busy with her stuff, i'm busy with mine... hope ling knows that dar cares about her... really a lot... miss ling too... ahh. anyway ling, just want to let u know that i'm always here for you ok... we'll pull through this stage of our life together.. yup.

Love is patient, love is kind, love is not selfish, nor is it blind... Though sometimes I may not be around to hold you close to my heart, but i hope you know and you will smile at me knowing that I love you always and u'd forever be my valentine. That's all i have to say for now, till then... goodbye.

Love, Dar.

p/s: a poem that i once manipulated... taken from bits and pieces of several love poems...
here goes....

All of my life, I have longed for someone like you, So warm and tender, with a love so true. You light up my lifewith each passing day, Now that I have found you, I will never let you get away. The beauty of your smile, and the warmth of your heart. The great inner beauty you possess, is what won me over, and did from the very start. As I sit here and think of you, the memories of how we met are ever so strong. You came into my life at a time I felt so alone. All of my life I've longed for someone who would love me, for whom I am and nothing more. You captured my mind and soul, so you, my love, you are the key to my heart's door. Each day we are together, is another day in paradise. Knowing I've finally found someone to love me, surely does feel so niceNo more lonely days and nights, for they are gone forever, never to come again. Since you came into my life, I have so much love to give to you from within. The birds are flying high in the sky, singing melodies of love found for you and I. My body, soul and mind are yours until the day I shall die. And even after then... the memory of love we have for each other will speak to us for all eternity. And another page of love will be written in history. As days go by let's you and I keep this love we have between us alive. As the hair on our heads grows gray, we will look back at these precious memories of love with a smile. There will be no one who can take this love away from us. Because in God and each other, we will forever put our trust. All of my life I have dreamed of a love so true and pure, like yours. Now that I have found you, throughout all eternity this love of ours will always endure. I know we both are human and are prone to make mistakes. All of our mistakes, we will work through, for true love is our fate. This day I pledge my love to you for always... for better or for worse, until death do us part. Our hearts will blend into one heart. You and I will always be the reality that dreams do come true, all of my life I have dreamed of you, I will love you forever... guess who? its john.

... why am i in the science faculty? i wonder. I miss literature, history and geog.

New word: Bah

2004-08-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

Okay, let's see... Hmm. I'm quite happy with today coz nothing much happened. HA. Not really though. Anyway, SPA is next week!! Gosh, i'm so screwed. hee.. anyway, today's Cee's birthday!!!!!!!! *singing* happie bday to cee, happie bday to cee, happie 17th bday to cee, happie bday to cee!! I would have sang the chinese version, but i found out that blogspot is not very compatible with chinese characters. Or maybe its my com. Heh heh...
Day started with moi meeting dar as usual in the void deck. He still seems different... *shrugs* Din get to see him AGAIN much today but he saw me eating peanuts in econs tutorial. -_-"' That (in my defense) is to keep me awake and everyone else's eating too in class! Not that our teacher mind... Hee... I'm so proud of myself for not sleeping at all during the whole of today! "Teh Bing" which means milk tea with ice, is super effective! hahaa... I'm gonna drink that everyday man. =D *grins*
Recently, olympics are the hot topic around. Yep! Susilo (our hero!!!) just beaten the world's top seeded badminton player in just two sets! Gosh. I hope he gets gold, if not silver. heee...
Hmm... just saw xiaxue's (if u dunno who i'm talking abt, read the previous entries, esp sunday's one i think) bloggie and she reviewed 'The Notebook' and gave lots of great comments! It's absolute romance without comedy, so its mostly a darn touching movie that will open the flood gates. For girls at least. Gosh... I wannaaaaaaa go watch! *hint* anyone? =P
Sigh... I still dunno whether to drop one sub, specifically physics... AHHHHHHHHHH... Sorry bloggie. Had to shout or else i'll go mad. SOMEONE hear me outtttttt... whoops. Dunwannatalkaboutthisalready. BAH.
Dunno how's dar now... Still doing his work at joc's house i guess. Hope he's fine cos he seems stressed about PW recently. Dar, if u see this, rmb that ling's here okay... =) although i dun get to see u much, but i hope u still remembers ling... I'm always the shining star in the sky. Or snorting pig in the sty. (hey, it rhymes!) hee...
Okay, quit laughing. =\ Dunno why my blog entries are getting looonnngggerrrr and loonnngggeerrrrr. I blabber. A lot. Seriously. U have to get a truck to stop me. Hmm... let's see... Dad's coming back with supper soon. AGAIN! Gosh, he have to stop feeding me man........ Fine. I'll end here... Hope there's no word limit or whatsoever in here.

Quote... Or rather, comic strip of the day.. Its super duper funnie. Got it from xiaxue.blogspot.com, so dun sue me cos I have no money. =P Go sue someone that will result in more productive returns. Heh. *grins* Enjoy!!

Oh. I can't paste the pic here... Have to link or sth. I'll link it again someday okay? I promise... =)

2004-08-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

I'm tired... words are getting fewer and fewer each day i guess. i miss blogging. but i miss ling more. nitey+slptight+byebye.

Long day...

2004-08-15T19:23:00.000+08:00

Sunday again, but much much later now... Its 7 plus I think. Just had my dinner and watched Zhen Qing repeat. I hate this part they are showing now, coz eventually Lisheng wun be with Ah xue or Jingchuan. = <>
Oh well, today started off with me and huiwen going to City harvest church... Its quite nice, I admit, but I hated to be ask over and over again to stay longer. Why force ppl to stay when they have to go? I mean, I know they want us to know more about their church and stuff, but isn't it a bit extreme to make us stay? I like their auditorium actually and their service sounds fun, but their presistentcy (or is it persistency?) *Hmm...* makes me wanna get outta there... I would have stayed for their service.. If they dun force me to. =\
Anyway, spent some time shopping in westmall with wen and bought some things. Wanna buy books by sophie kinsella (shopaholic, shopaholic abroad, shopaholic ties the knot etc...) Hint! Too bad my bday's over... back to topic... BUT its soooo ex!! 18 bucks per book, can you believe it? Oh, or maybe you can.. but still....... >.<
Wow... Was reading a girl's blog featured in the sunday times. She was voted the best asian blog in 2004 i think. Whoa. Very interesting though, but her words are quite strong. Hee... Quite fun to see all the comments posted to her. =P Bleh. Go have a look someday...
Dar dar dar dar dar dar dar dar dar dar dar dar dar........................ where have you been the whole of today? I think I'm being dumped. =<>Sob sob. oh well, maybe you did not. But u din even put one "ling" in any of ur msgs. O_O Do I have every reason to come knocking on ur door? Yesssss... But I didn't of coz. Coz u were at e airport! heh... Miss ya lots okie dar............ Hope u dun fly to the moon after reading this. I hate moon's greyness you know... So dull. But will still go there to chase u back. Perhaps steal the US flag that Armstrong plucked there.
Mentally unsound? Noooo.. I'm just bored. =D *grins* Oh well, better stop writing, or else I'll just continue till tomorrow morning and hopefully miss school... Not that I don't like school... Just that it starts too early and ends too late. Heh... No more band prac alrdy though. Sigh. Which goes to show that promos are definitely crawling near. Whines.
Just saw someone's nick that tonight midnight the "ghost" gates would be opened and chinese ghost month will officially begin. *gulp* Okayyyy... this is quite bad. *blinks* I'm not a bad girl so dun bother me okie. I'm so poor thing already... Sniff.

Quote of the day... Can't think of any quotes now... But there's one interesting one... Evil is Live spelled backwards. Indicates? To live you have to oppose evil? *shrugs* Dun understand... Someone buy me a booookkkkk... Or maybe I'll save up. =)

Tune in

2004-08-15T05:33:00.000+08:00

Sigh. Now's Sunday morning 5.30am to be exact. Dunno why, woke up after having some dreams and thought I'm supposed to go to school. Yeah right. HAHA. Can't sleep now and this is the first time me, this lazy so-pro-in-sleeping pig, couldn't sleep. Argh. Having THE flu again now. *sniffles* = ( No one's awake at this point of time la. Heeellllloooo world??
Oh well, yesterday was FUNNN!! AC BAND RAWKS!!!!!!!!!! Had the band tune in for sec4s and my swiss juniors came!! All from band but yah, they are quite nice! Hope they'll come ac next time and we'll have swiss juniors already! Woohoo... I agree with dar. I was one of the games masters and had a hard time trying to warm up the people playing my game. But eventually it turned out to be quite fun too. ^-^ Din get to play mafia though. DAR! teach me...... Dar thought I was ignoring him again todayyy... I wasn'tttt. Ehhhh.... :`\ Wanna smack dar for bullying me again today and kept poking me. But I like.. =P Thanxie dar... for sending me home again. I'm so guilty... U look so tired. =<> Dad just bought a 80G hard disk for me~ Yeahhh... =) I can't really see the difference but I think it can really store a lot. Oh well, I have lots of things to store anyway. hee... Dar muz be snoring peacefully in his dreamland now. heh heh. I'm gonna disturb u... Juz kidding.. Hope dar reads this soon... Cos I miss him! Going to Tzuqun's city harvest celebration tomorrow... Yay... Which means I should sleep soon. Ah... Cant. =<
Recently I've been pigging like mad at nights... Actually I wasn't hungry at all, just feels like eating ALOT suddenly. And daddy will always be there to buy stuff for me to eat. ahhhhh... I'm on a diet!! Darn. Think I must zip my mouth next time or something. Dar.. Dun call me to eat!! Help.........
*sniff* Flu's here again. Maybe I'll just slack on my bed or sth... Bye bye bloggie... *yawn* heyy.. I'm feeling tired. YAY. *snore* Sayonara everyone!! =)

Quotie for da dae... Leaf's departure is because of wind's pursuit, or is it the tree didn't ask her to stay?
(Note: This is adapted from a famous chinese story which tells us to hold on to the ones you love, because if you don't, some other people will "blow" away your love. ^.^ Quite interesting... Maybe I should paste the webbie of the article here someday...)

2004-08-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

saturday.. chinese exam.. blah. dun tink i can even pass! hah. anyways. today's really a great day.. band tune in and stuff. tho' this batch of sec4s needed some "warm-up" tell u arh.. the best part was the whole band playing pieces under e patonship of dr lee.. really the best part of the tune in man.. sigh. miss being a sec4 boy again. oh well.. ling was ard every moment of the day today!!! heez. so nice. oh well.. tonight quite tired.. so i wun blog too much i guess. anyway.. i miss ling. for 2 whole days i'd not be seeing her.. bleh. preservere preservere preservere. bloggie goodnight + take care + till nxt time.

2004-08-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Friday. Not the best day but.. passable. Don't know what's my problem today but felt lethargic the most of today. Slept during physics today. First time though.. so i dun really understand circular motion. Physics must really buck up soon. Math tut 16's really funny and challenging.. at least for me.. a person who can't visualise. chem's okie! Pw's.. bleh, don't want to talk about it.. being in a grp with only me and jocelyn doing the work says it all.. argh. can't believe i'm probably going to spend a night at a girl's house to do PW.. resort to this last minute thing. arghh. i miss ling throughout the day today. Wonder whether she's thinking of me though. well, din really have a chance to talk to her during lunch.. she was celebrating her classmate's bdae in e canteen. anyway... thought i was supposed to stay back after sch for sectionals.. which would definitely turn out to be "slack"tionals.. oh well. but Fri e 13th's not that bad after all.. received a msg that my section leader's not in sch. so i can go back with ling! yay. accompanied her till the lift landing.. then off both of us went.. she to tuition, me, er... back hm. GP teacher was wicked today.. din give us further notice that she's gonna return us our resource file today. had to carry 2 files.. throughout MRT, people, then bus... slammed it on my table when i came home.. bleh. files - . - heh. ling called me soon after... yay. went off to do our own stuff.. and yep. tmr's chi mock exam... bleh. hope i can pass. its sorta a miracle i got C5 for terms. never achieved such a feat b4 for normal chinese... bleh. anyway. have to go now bloggie.. so sorry... till tmr okie. take care + swt dreams + niteynite.

p/s: listen to mozart pieces while doing 3D trigo. it works! .. ling. i miss you. nitey.

Hoo hum...

2004-08-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

EEEEaaahahhhhh... I got my new specs today!!! WOohoooo... Extremely chio!! ITS RED okay? Humph. Okay... I admit its a BIT pinkish, but its still quite red okay? I love the spectacles case they gave! Its so stylish. Black colour. hee...
today's a good day... Went to school quite early and met dar. Was studying trigo... PE was fun though. Played softball! Hee. Yay.. Math test is easy to some people but to me.. Oh well, I don't even know whether my answer is correct. Heck, its over anyway... =P Din get to see dar till chem lec but he dao me again. =P Okay okay... U just look as if u are dao-ing. Or maybe i'm the one doing it. Hee... Apology accepted dar. Ur mood swings are scary man... Wonder if you r a girl... *deep thought* HAHA.. Juz kidding... Dar's nice enough to accompany me to yishun though. Thanxie!
Feeling darn sleepy now... nearly 11 already. And there's still PE tomorrow. Argh. Sigh, lookin' forward to sat! got tune-in and sec sch frens gathering! woooohoooo~ =) *smiles* take care everyone!! ueovli dar... see if u can decipher. heh.

Quote of da dae: Love looks with the mind and not the eye, and therefore is winged cupid painted blind.

2004-08-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

hmm. here we go. thursday! wakey. off i go to sch again... but first, meet ling! yeah : ) its always that smile.. that smile which makes my day.. much as i want ling to be with me all the time, i know we must concentrate on our priorities too.. yup. jia you ling. few more years to go... math test, hmm, wasn't that gd.. but definitely a great experience! yupyup. so happy that ling managed to complete most of her ques... must ask ling to teach me someday... yup. dar will always stand by ling.. aft a much awaited 430 sch bell, i dashed to the second story to relieve myself before scanning for ling.. she's dere already! yay. off we went to orchard to collect her new.. red, er... pink specs. haha. anyway.. sorry ling for being wilful again just now. hope u'll understand!! anyway, don't waste time talking about that... yupyup! accompanied ling back to yishun only... cuz it was quite late already.. wanted to buy ang mo kio and choa chu kang and whack these 2 towns together.. grr. haha. anyways. its not the length that determines the content of this blog ling.. understooded? hee. i love u and.. the rest is self explanatory : ) off to do my loads of work now! yay. and btw, i love Lee Hsien Loong. great man. great leader. Singapore's hope. byebye bloggie. miss ya. till tmr okiee.. take care + gd nite + swt dreams.

And between now and then till i see you again, i'd be loving you. Love, me
(adapted from the lyrics of Colin Raye- Love, Me)

Smiles!

2004-08-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Wednesday. I woke up with a groan to have my long holiday break over but grinned 'coz I'll see dar soon! yay... =) I admit I'm blur in the mornings, esp after a long break but I'll be fine! Hee. I drew two smilies on dar's hand. Hope it'll cheer him up. Dar seems to be more happie these days and I'm glad. =) Ling's always here! Day started off as usual, a short day. First period slack coz Ms J is not here! She's been sick for quite a long time. Or maybe she went for a holiday? *shrugs* Yep, so the day passed by without much ups or downs as everyone's preparing for the test tml. *groan* Speaking of test, i do hope i can just get it over and done with. heh. =P
Went to run with Tizz after school today but after a few rounds, her leg started hurting so we had to stop. I think she injured something... Hope she's okay though. I was so scared that she could not walk home. Bing was there too, feeling dizzy after dieting during recess and lunch. Ha! Serves him right. Juz kidding. hee.
Oh yah! I gave Anh her prezzie today! Its a cute stuffed bomb with words "sex bomb" on it. hee hee... its the most outrageous prezzie I've ever given but I got the reaction I wanted. Her laugh! Hee... Knew that would crack her up totally. She said its one of the best prezzies she had. So my intuition was not wrong afterall! ^-^ hee... We were playing with it the whole day man.. "Bombing" people. =P
Dar sent me home after school and walked me to my doorstep! Or rather, lift step. No difference! Dar still walked me home... Thanxs dar! =) Happieeeee... I know I'm starting to act like I'm not 17 but oh well, *smiles* If you see this dar, I hope ur headache is gone now and rest more okie? Ops, so sorry I beat your length again. HAHA... I'm used to typing a lot. =P Try reading my stories. hee hee... So thankful to have friends and family around me (esp you!) and even though tml's the trigo test (plus MI), I'm still happie! =D
Stupid weather. Didn't rain for AGES already.
Till... the next time I blog again! take care everyone! Have a good life! *sniggers* Try to anyway!

Quote: Life is a choice. If you can't be completely happy, don't be completely sad, coz you'll always have me when you need me! ~*

2004-08-11T19:59:00.000+08:00

well.. back to school!! yay. saw ling in the morn... but she seemed rather out of sorts.. hm, probably too tired. sigh. if i were her driver.. or rather, if i stayed closer to her... oh well. anyway. wed's my fav day!! yay. aft 2 periods of PE, which is... inevitably soccer... classie went to canteen to relax. so fun... at least for the guys only.. the girls.. hm, stood ard.. not knowing what to do.. oh yah. to dodge the ballie. heee. sigh. failed Gp. 21.5/50. have to buck up.. not much improvements since e terms.. oh well. physics prac was... quite okie. no expts today but time passed fast!! ling went to run with her fren today.. while i was completing e Gp AQ//... after much waiting, she was done... yay. went hm tog... slept when i reached hm... ate dinner then i'm here now!! yay. gg to do PW soon... sigh. then later got trigo test to study from. so nicee.. called ling then liyang... so nice to care for pple and get cared for in return!! thank God really for these pple ard who will run the race with mee. yay. back to workk.... bye bye bloggie. till tmr.. take care + niteynite + swt dreams!

2004-08-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

2nd attempt to blog. i'm not good with words though...
Today's been a rather boring day i guess. Restrained to the 4 walls in my house today... sorta worried that i'll not make it for the math test on thurs. but oh well.. ling's worried too so in order not to let her worry, i'll not worry. yup. Certaintly miss her lots today because its 3.75days already without ling. yup. so happy tmr's sch. Seeing ling everyday makes me look forward to sch and definitely having a happier day :)
Back to what happened today in e afternoon. Sorta felt bored at home alone so i called up some friends to talk.. yay. of which are my bestest friends who i can spend the time laughing and sharing those precious moments... weiyang at ard 2plus, after my lunch.. he told me to live my day with lesser worries.. and to cherish ling more.. i really have to thank this brother of mine... treat me so well in sch that i often take him for granted.. oh well..
Next was some online friends i think... can't rem. was sorta worried about ling so i gave her an sms. so glad she was alrighty :) haha. sorta felt guilty of not doing work after smsing her so i went to do some maths i think. Yup.
Then i called Liyang.. another one of my bestest friends in class... found out that he completed his math tut 16, so i must ask him to teach me tmr... i wan to learn. sigh.. one of these days must really help him in GP... just like he did with me in chinese... tho' i was quite hopeless.. hee.
yay. finally called ling after my dinner.. Did some PW stuff.. minutes etc.. yup. burned ocean ou de yang's cd for ling and huiwen... yay. his songs are just so nice.. yay. talking to ling really makes me so happie. so greatful to her... hmm. getting late i guess. i guess i'll stop here. haha. till tmr. take care + gd nite + swt dreams.

i'll leave a quote which i'll always abide by: Loving someone is giving and not expecting a return from the other person...

孤单北半球 - 欧得洋

2004-08-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

用我的晚安陪你吃早餐
记得把想念存进扑满
我望着满天星在闪
听牛郎对织女说要勇敢

别怕我们在地球的两端
看我的问候骑着魔毯
飞用光速飞到你面前
要你能看到十字星有北极星作伴

少了我的手臂当枕头你习不习惯
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等随时欢迎你靠岸

少了我的怀抱当暖炉你习不习惯
E给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒我的梦通通给你保管

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Ling: A song about missing... So sad.. When the other half is halfway around the world. Happy listening! There'll be more to come.. since both of us like music.. =) Oh yah, if you cant see the words, go to the top of ur browser, click View, then go to Encoding, then chose chinese simplified. Tada~!

2004-08-10T17:15:00.000+08:00

Ling aka Jing here!
"Whenever I am feeling low, I look around me and I know. There's a place that's within me..." This is home... Truly... Hee... What am I doing? Post national day blues. hahaha... Hmm... Singapore's 39 years old! Quite young actually... Yay.. Too bad I didn't get the tickets to the parade. Nvm.. Next year baby! =D
Anyway... Got my specs!! Woohoo.. ITS RED!!! Went to shaw centre and found the shop. Its so cool... The service is good, but pricing is a bit steep. Still, I LIKE MY SPECS! *grins* Tml's school reopening. Sigh. Half of me want to stay at home, half wanna go school. oh well. Talking to dar now. he's mocking at my voice. FINE. ou de yang rocks!!! Communicate better? I still love roses. =P Dun dare to use bloggie to apologise. hahahaa... juz kidding!! Ops, i talked too much. hey... i wanna add new things... like links to lyrics and stuff. maybe pics too! hmm.. i'll find sth... till next time... *smooch*!

2004-08-10T00:35:00.000+08:00

Who can say for certain Maybe you're still here I feel you all around me Your memories so clear Deep in the stillness I can hear you speak You're still an inspiration Can it be? That you are mine Forever love And you are watching over me from up above Fly me up to where you are Beyond the distant star I wish upon tonight To see you smile If only for awhile to know you're there A breath away's not far To where you are Are you gently sleeping Here inside my dream And isn't faith believing All power can't be seen As my heart holds you Just one beat away I cherish all you gave me everyday 'Cause you are mine Forever love Watching me from up above And I believe That angels breathe And that love will live on and never leave Fly me up To where you are Beyond the distant star I wish upon tonight To see you smile If only for awhile To know you're there A breath away's not far To where you are I know you're there A breath away's not far To where you are...

2004-08-10T00:23:00.000+08:00

well. my first blog. seems quite weird. anyways, 9th aug has always been a special day to me. tho' dis yr's a little different cuz there's lots of stuff to be done... but oh well. spent last night at my cuz's house.. guess what for? to watch man u vs arsenal. Sigh. dunno what's wrong with it but seems as though man u always loses when i go watch at his house. haha. i told my cuz then he say dun come lah.. haha. sigh. ling was at huiwen's house.. haven't seen ling for 1.75 days.. 1.25 days more to go. ling.. where are you? well.. think this blogging's a gd idea for us to communicate better.. whenever u're feeling down or whatever, i'm there for you ok? jc life's tough but i guess we'll pull through yah ling. 4 mths alr.. and going on strong. i trust you in whatever you do ling.. try to blog everyday.. i'll try to be disciplined.. yay :)